No.48 - Greetings from AIMST

hi there everyone. everything is fine over here, just managed to access internet since i didnt bring along my laptop. am in the computer lab now.

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yesterday was bad at first, the sad feeling overwhelmed me, what to do, first time leaving home, you see. unloaded everything. my room is fine. im in a room of four. currently, there is a vacant and one roommate is on holiday. so i only have one roommate at the moment. an indian girl, 2nd year medic student. she is friendly, spoke to her, had to borrow her iron and kettle for this week, i didnt bring mine, so smart of me you see. and the most essential thing i didnt bring : pillow. so i am pillowless for a week. but its ok, 99% going back this weekend. will get everything that i am short of.

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the room is big, each provided with a study table, a single bed and a metal cupboard, huge one, still have spaces left. toilet ok but bathroom too small! turn anywhere, you will see four corners of the wall, that bad you know, especially for huge people like me.

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food over here is ok. had four meals already. edible and filling, so its fine with me. they set up four booths ; malay, chinese, indian and vegetarian food. so we can choose from either booth.

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couldnt sleep well, was hard to fall asleep the first night over here. slept at 2, woke up at 6.30am. had to go for breakfast before 8, briefing started at 8.30. so it was talks until 12.30. then had briefing awhile after lunch and here i am blogging.

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so i think thats all. no pictures as i havent took many and no cable here to transfer. am still feeling a bit sad, maybe it takes time to get over this feeling. soon when there is work to do then maybe i wouldn't be feeling so. planning to go for jog after resting. found friends over here already, thank God, if not il end up in the room wetting my pillow case.

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il be back this weekend, cant wait for it. i am sounding like a small girl, but i just cant help it.

so to everyone who is wondering how am i doing, i think this update tells all. if still wondering, can give me a call, am currently very free for this week. tomorrow orientation only starts at 2pm, from what i know.

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ok, enough of me talking so much. last but not least, thank you to everyone who called or smsed and asked how are things over here. thanks for the concern, very appreciated.

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till then, take care~

with love from Computer Lab of AIMST University, Semeling, Bedong

No.47 - A New Chapter

yes, a new chapter, just like the new title for this post. if you notice, all this while the title has been "Today I.....". i decided to give it a change so that will attract or notify others that i actually updated my blog.

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few minutes more, im leaving to kedah. so il be away from the internet, no longer you will see me online often. so to all who keep in touch with me through internet, take care, catch you all when i online.

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i hope i wouldnt be missing in action for a long period. thank you for reading my blog.

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To All : Take Care and I Love You

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~bye~

No.46 - Today I.....

just completed packing up. yes, its done which means im just hours away to starting a new chapter of my life. a chapter that nearly all my friends already journeyed on. so now its my turn. im a step closer to my dream. so i shall start my journey with an open heart, free mind and happy soul.

so i shall begin my messages.

to all (generally) : thanks for your support in helping me in searching for the right way towards my dream. i appreciate all the efforts you all made, either spiritually, mentally or emotionally support. i wouldn't disappoint all of you. without the supports given, i would have fallen short in achieving whatever i want

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to my mum (though i doubt she will be reading this) : i know ive been wasting the holidays just like that and ive not been good enough. sorry for all the troubles in getting me to realizing my dream. il work hard and do well, be a significant person in future. i will not disappoint you. il make you proud of me

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to my sister (maybe she will read this) : you will have the world to yourself, no more me nagging (worse than my mum, i can be). make sure study hard!

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to melissa : thank you for your gifts and the card, appreciate them very much. taking along to university. do take care of yourself well. always know that im not far away. il be always watching over you. study well too, not too often last minute. thank you mummy for the gifts too. il try to be more holy holy there reading all the books given. my only source of entertainment for the time being i think

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to joanne : thank you for the frame. it will keep my photo safe. will see you sitting at the 'bench' when i see the photo (but the bench will break lah!) you too take good care. me and you very near only, can meet at same bus station also. study well too. do well and join me. il be waiting for you~

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to sze wei, su lin and mei yen : thank you for the surprise! i appreciate it very much. i know loads of hardwork put into getting it done. im sorry the effort (cupcakes) gone into waste. anyway, im always remember it. good job, well done. *standing ovation* *claps*

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and to all those who wish me best of luck (through sms or verbally or in prayers) in journeying this road, thank you very much, your wishes lifted me up in many ways

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so, its already 00:00:00 of 10.08.2009.

~its the day~

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to all : i love all of you, in whichever way you have come into my life, the impact you made in my life, i treasure each and single one of you. take good care~

No.45 - Today I.....

dare not sleep although its already 2.30am. its sunday now, which means im leaving tomorrow. emotions are running high. ya, i know i sounding like a baby but what to do, ive never left house for such long period. im afraid to sleep because im afraid to face tomorrow. im pathetic, yes, i know. my big heart couldnt let go things it has been holding for years. i care.

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WHAT TO DO?