Friday, November 20, 2009

No.61 - Post Mortem

i conducted a post-mortem? no, no, not what you think of. i only studied 3months, so i do not even know how to diagnose a simple infection, how could i even do a post-mortem? its just post-mortem for my 1st examination.
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already gotten all my marks. i sat for 6papers and failure came back to look for me after it left during my upper 6 mid-year examination. i failed one of the paper, epidemiology, a subject that has so much calculations and interpretations to do. im short of 0.8 to pass, how close, right? after sitting for that paper, i knew i did quite badly, i didnt prepare for it thoroughly. i was just hoping for a pass. the result was last among the 6papers. the other 5papers were satisfactory although much could be done to improve. so it felt like a rollercoaster ride which halfway through the ride the track is missing.
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its time for me to sit down and reflect on what went wrong and how i am supposed to overcome the problem to do better in the coming assessments. i need to continue working hard to stand a chance to obtain loans or scholarships. i failed in yet another application for scholarship 2days back.
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~back to home sweet home for the weekend~