No.55 - This is Life

sometimes we just say things that we didnt mean to say, this is life;

sometimes we just get distanced because of getting too caught up with our own business, this is life;

sometimes we do not know how it feels when we are just a fraction of seconds late for something until it happened to us, this is life;

sometimes it reaches a point where we just feel like giving up on everything, this is life;

sometimes we are caught in the middle and had to make a difficult decision, this is life;

sometimes we just get drifted to do things we are not supposed to do though knowing it is so, this is life;

sometimes it is all about others, nothing about us, this is life.

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so, this is life? everything sounds so sad, gloomy. is life so pathetic???

surely no! life is another way round if we see things the other way.

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think before we speak;

try our best to be not so caught up with things and always keep in touch;

always be early and quick, never settle for second best;

do not get ourself into positions which we will be undecided, make things clearer;

try to stick to our principle and do what is right, always bear in mind;

always give and take, so there will be you and me!

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so, life can be this way!

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this is the most random post i ever wrote, something that i just felt like typing, the sudden urge, thats why it sounds so crappy. but who cares? blog is where i type whatever i want

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ok, serious time. i shall dedicate this part of the post to a friend of mine, someone whom i got close with since form 4 and even more closer in form 5. used to text-message each other around a minimum of 100-200sms per day, the maximum was 500+, nearing 600. yes, thats how crazy we were back then. but that came to a halt when spm was nearing. we used to talk and think crazily (wait! mind you, dont think dirty please, nothing above 18) we spent most of the time in school together too. a teacher used to ask either one of us when we are not together, where is your twin. it seemed like we were never apart, anywhere you go in the school, you can see us together.

notice all the past tense used above in describing my friend? yes, all that were something in the past. as we move on in our own lives, things caught up with us, i was still in taiping, she left to a place where pigs and pork could hardly be seen. no longer much communications. when she comes back for holiday, that is the time we meet up and laughed over things.

so, why am i dedicating this to her? is she gone? oh no! not gone forever, just going to go on a journey, a journey to a new chapter in her life, in getting what she is destined to be. His plan for her.

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so, Tian Wei, here's wishing you all the best in your journey. everything will be great for you, just believe in Him, cast all your burdens to Him and He will give you rest. though you are miles apart, may we keep in touch, never let go this friendship of ours. until we meet again, do take care of yourself there and enjoy the place, visit as many places as you can and decorate your blog!

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this is part of life too, friends going far away.....BUT they will be back! i shall wait...

No.54 - Weekend Without Taiping

after completing five weeks at AIMST, this weekend is my 1st of not being able to get back to taiping. so sad. every sunday when i get back to campus, il be counting down for friday = back to taiping. but this week i was not allowed to do so.

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last week i wasn't really myself, feeling sleepy all the time, studying less than usual. but slowly i got back the rhythm. so back to studying and doing assignments, which il be doing so after blogging this, an assignment due tomorrow!

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so weekend without taiping, only significant event was the reason why i had to remain here that is to complete a group assignment - interview a successful entrepreneur. so my group (consist of 10people) decided to interview a doctor who co-owns klinik bersatu. so 7 of us (jason, mei-dree, wooi choo, fanny, sitha, rahman and i) met up the doctor at pizza hut in jusco at seberang perai. the interview was ok and we had our dinner after that before going jalan-jalan.

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want to know what's my dinner? promise me you wouldnt laugh after i tell you the secret. this is because all of them made fun of me (except rahman) for tasting my dinner for the 1st time. im considered a jungle-person for them.

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yes, my 1st plate of nando's chicken. 1/4 chicken (mild, not bad right though im 1st timer suppose to taste the lemon & herb) and 2 sidedishes (mediterreanian rice and coleslaw). tasted ok lah, but i still prefer kenny rogers (more tasty and the chicken not so dehydrated! haha, nando's, please dont come after me!)
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thats all for now. no photos from the interview because i wouldnt want to be sued by the doctor for putting up his face and our group photo is still with rahman. by the time i get the photo from him, i no longer have the 'kick' to update the blog.
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ok, off i go to do my things! am very happy that next weekend will be a long holiday! off until wednesday, classes resume thursday!
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here's wishing all my friends who are observing fast now, an early

Selamat Hari Raya!
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*things getting better now, future seems brighter, as the saying goes, where there's a will, there's always a way! just believe.

No.53 - It's My Birthday, I'm 19 now!

yes, now im 19, officially. the last -teen il be having. next year it will be the number '2'. so im no longer young. old already. but still, not much changes to myself, thats what i felt. just that i need to buck up in my studies. journey in the medical world has just started nearly a month ago, things getting tougher. so all i asked for this birthday is W-I-S-D-O-M, yes, wisdom.
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am back in taiping for the weekend. need to get my rest and also catch up and revise and assignments to complete. urgh. i think i better make a move.
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got 2cakes for this birthday, plus another 1 is just a slice. celebration started yesterday, thanks to my coursemates. quite surprised though expected. but still, nice to get people to celebrate though im at new environment.
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pandan layer cake from mum and sis
chocolate and fruits cake from aunty philo and pat
(photo of presents not included =) )
and i want to express my gratitude and appreciation to all who wished me, either through sms or facebook (very happy to receive sms from 3 of my friends who are at overseas currently)
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so im 19 now! happy birthday to me!