No.18 - Today I.....

was overjoyed reading the newspaper as it was said that Manchester United will be coming to Malaysia to play on 18th July! OH MY! I WANT TO GO! It was reported that the tickets will be at reasonable price, roughly RM50-90. OH MY! I'm so excited! The only obstacle I can think of so far is I might be starting study by then, sigh. Why didnt they decide to come earlier? Haha, like they care what a tiny fan here wants. So, by hook or by crook, I W-A-N-T T-O G-O!!! Note this! So once ANYONE know the tickets are up for sale, P-L-E-A-S-E, yes, PPPLLLLEEEAASSSEE inform me!


*keeping my fingers crossed that this wish of mine will be granted*
*keeping my fingers crossed that MU will beat Arsenal later tonight*

No.17 - Today I.....

after so many years of riding motorbike (not that many though, 3years only), I finally gave the machine I rode a bath, a well deserved bath. If the motor could talk, it would be cursing me and might just sabotaj (is this the correct spelling?) anytime when Im riding, but Im really glad it didnt and hopefully will never. Haha. Now the bike is sparkling clean, wish I could polish it. And 1more thing, I always wonder if the driving school never play cheat for us by digging/making a hole for us to put the double-stand, will I even have the chance to pass the exam and be riding today? This is because.... after washing, I tried lifting the bike to double-stand, but to no avail even after much arm exercises for the past 2months, I still FAILED to give my bike the lift. When I managed, the bike was nearly 45degrees from its actual position, thus taking up alot of space. Luckily mum yet to scold for blocking the hanger. Took a picture of my sprakling bike, but no cable to send it to computer to post it, dang!

No.16 - Today I.....

think Petronas should hire me to ride for them. Ya, you might think I am drunk for saying this (I am not, long time no to alcohol). I wore a tshirt with the word 'Petronas' printed across my chest and I rode my bike. Lagenda 110cc, I reached a milestone tonight. Previously I blogged on my achievement of riding 110km/h. Tonight, the meter hit 120km/h. To celebrate it, I shouted WOOO!~ while riding. Now the motor sounds and feel abit 'loose'. Cheers to me~! So now you know why I said I should sign a contract to race for Petronas. There's no barrier for speed. I always wish my motor has 5gears or I have a bigger motor, a 500cc probably. :-)


watched a tamil movie, Kalaba Kaadhalan. Nice movie. Guy and girl together, girl's sis fall for guy, did everything to get guy without girl's knowledge, guy loyal to girl, no way of girl's sis getting guy, in the end girl suicide. Ya, ya, I know you'll say it sounds stupid and common, but wait till you watch it.


just wanted to say that I was all hyped up last night watching Man.Utd thrashed Spurs. Trailing 2goals, MU did wonders (did is not the correct word for sure because they did, doing and will always do wonders! WEE~!!) by scoring 5goals in the 2nd half! And.... I'm sad, miss playing football. :-(




said 'take care' with a heavy heart, as I knew neither could help but just dont say anything. Many to utter but none escapes my lips. Its just for one reason, I know, you know. It will forever be.

No.15 - Today I.....

stumbled, yet again, breaking my vow. There's practically zero will in me and also partly due to no exercise and so LITTLE time spent for and with God. Yes, even working my muslces during work isnt enough exercise. Guess I should start going cycling or jog after work. But.... I cant imagine, maybe while cycling or jogging halfway I might just collapse. Please, I need determination to continue this vow, not breaking it over and over and over again....


am not chosen to enter NTU. It made me realised that actually I applied very limited courses and scholarships. USM, IPTA, teaching and NTU only. Oh my. What if neither I get??? Then it will be...... I dont want think so much, leave all to God, He knows what's best for me. Amen.

No.14 - Today I.....

for the third day in a row, been logging in to mIRC. Ya, that stupid, outdated chatroom thingy. The program is in this laptop, so I decided why not check it out since after how many years of not using and I was extremely bored. What I did was I logged in with a male nickname (ya i know now u wondering why I did that) and I decided to put the channel listing on so that I could see which channels many visited. Well, what caught me was a channel with the description of Gay, ya, u might think Im looking for 'stuff'. Well, with my nickname, I just wanted to have some fun and wonder what do they talk about. You see, its rare you get to talk to gays face-to-face. So a few approached me, no conversation lasted more than 10minutes, except one. Well, 1st of all, I wouldnt know he is lying his identity or not because I myself faking my ID. After chatting for quite sometime, he explained he's a real gay, have a boyfriend whom he goes to to stay together during the weekend and *ahem ahem* you know lah, I need not go any further. And the climax of the conversation was (don't think too far lah, that 'climax', we only chatted) when I asked his occupation, he said its a secret, so I persuaded him saying we're friends, the answer was he's a primary school TEACHER! Oh MY!! I mean, the fact of having a gay teacher??? and in a primary school??? No wonder there's more and more cases of teachers raping students..... But after thinking of it.... he's still a human, with the freedom to feel and to love and care for others, just that in a wrong way... and tonight gonna be the last night I'm logging in there.





*she made my day, offering me the hug, wish i could spend more time there.. but it is her day, so not my wish that is gonna be granted. glad its the correct day.

No.13 - Today I.....

feel that Nani from Manchester United is a very awesome player, with his skills in football and also in somersaulting. I have always admire him playing, he's one of the most interesting players to watch on the field (well, off the field, I have no idea). This video which I got from http://www.manutd.com/ justifies my choice. He's THE No. 17 I always look forward to watching whenever Manchester United plays.

*enjoyed the video?i dont mind watching it over and over again.but cant blame u if u arent a footie fan!*

No.12 - Today I.....

had my first, no, no, no, dont think too far until the extend of first kiss or first what-so-ever-whichever-far-you-could-think-of. Today is the 1st time someone called me 'che che'. Ya, even my own sister never call me that, whether is sister or che che or kakak or ah ka or whatever to address a sister. I was the driver, picking up sis and her friend to a concert. Her friend called 'Che che' so loud when she entered the car. I felt so overjoyed! Ya, ya, I know I might sound stupid or over ga-ga-ing on such a small matter, but the honoured feeling was just yum...yum... F-A-N-T-A-S-T-I-C!~


*thats the way aha aha, i like it aha aha* gonna pick them up from the concert now! toodles!

No.11 - Today I.....

bought my childhood favourite chocolate, Kandos Kiddies. It is a very simple and plain chocolate, thats what I like about it. Had 4 pieces of that, sis had 6 of the rest. I used to be obsessed with the wrappers, keeping them as collections. There's 4 designs:



1) yellow : kids playing see-saw and slide in the playground

2) green : kids playing football, softball and running

3) purple : kids strolling in park and riding elephant (is riding the right word? haha)

4) orange : kids playing archery and wooden horse.


This is a picture of the wrappers. The orange one is missing from this picture.

No.10 - Today I.....

had the ride of my life, a ride I never wanted it to end, just wish could go round and round and round and round and round and....(ya, it will continue until infinity because I dont want it to end). With the breeze blowing against my face and the stars filling the sky(yes, somehow tonight there were many stars), it was the best ride I ever had, the ride Ive always dreamt of. And oh, the scent, I wish I could invent something which can 'record' or 'capture' smells so I could smell it over and over again. One of my dreams came true. Im happy. Hope that wishes such as watching stars while lying on grass and strolling on the beach will join the list of "Wishes That Came True" soon.



*hope Manchester United will beat Porto later!am too sleepy to watch. *yawn*

No.9 - Today I.....

just came back from playing tennis! W-O-O-H-O-O!!! Though long time dint play, Im not that 'rusty' as I thought I would be. But it was tiring... Plus fun actually, there was a prank (dint work out that well though)

noticed I've put on alot of weight, jeans getting tighter... Hmm....

got prank by my mum and sis. They told me I got a letter. Then I told them Im sure they open it as they always do. Then they said its an open letter. So I was excited, thinking it was a postcard from a friend of mine whom I pastered LOoooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggg time ago for a postcard from oversea (if you're reading this, you should know who you are.. Haha!)... But in reality it was actually an 'open' letter, a letter written by my mum asking me to take away the socks I left on the floor for weeks! Hahaha! So much of my heart skipping for thinking it was the postcard I am waiting for.



*my shoulders aching... think im having tennis-shoulder instead of tennis-elbow.

No.8 - Today I.....

slept until 10.30am. It has been veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long since I slept until this late.

watched a tamil movie, Perazhagan. Nice and funny. The main actor and actress played two roles each in it. It tells of how love can overpower a person even to the extend killing and also the power of love that does not consider looks. I dont mind watching it another round.

want easter eggs! Suddenly I have the feeling of wanting to become a child again, playing around with no worries. I feel I have not been spending much time for myself, doing things Im passionate about, for example playing badminton ( I miss it so much!!!! that I wouldn't mind paying the whole court, that's if anyone willing to play with me....... I'm so sad), go for my daily walk and just.....being myself..... I am sad thinking of this... I lost touch with myself, everyday just trying to obtain enough rest with worries of what's going to happen in future always on my mind.


*P/S : Please excuse me for being emotional in this post. It comes once in awhile, no, no, I dont mean those "monthly" thing. Just that it has been sometime this issue been running on my mind.


HAPPY EASTER!

No.7 - Today I.....

attended the interview for the teaching course in IPTB. Well, the journey was alright, not until we got lost thanks to the brilliant toll-girl who asked us to take on the 1st exit. Lucky God sent an angel to guide us, somehow he was there at the right time, the right place and going to the same destination as us. The interview went quite well, just figured out that my Bahasa Melayu has reached the stage of "S-U-C-K". Haha. And many will think that I am stupid for telling the interviewers right at the beginning of the interview that my 1st choice is medicine and teaching is only one of my many other options. I think that would have made them put a cross on my application form. But if thats what they want to do, I cant stop them but its their lost, I dare say because I can teach very well! (wow, you must be thinking I am very arrogant for saying this) Oh ya, there's no individual interview. There's only group interview, one in English, another in Malay. And for myself, it was a paired interview as my session, only two attended. So you can imagine how 'dry' the discussion would have been. And mind you, I lied alot during the interview, especially by saying I was one of the school's Rukun Negara club member when my school doesnt even have one! And I even crapped of the activities 'we' 'carried out'.


drove on a highway and for the 1st time I drove, the meter hit 110km/h . And to add to it all, it was raining heavily, no, no, not only heavily, it was H-E-A-V-I-L-Y. I cant really see the road and for someone with such great eyesight, I still have to sit close to the steering to have a clearer look of the road. And I freaked out when I was driving halfway my legs got slight cramp. I dare not tell my mum so as to not worry her. My legs are getting weaker nowadays, guess they missed going jogging, cycling and most importantly, they miss badminton very much!!!


*getting the rest i can for today so that il be freshen up for the coming obstacles and burdens coming in the days to come*

No.6 - Today I.....

realised that maybe after all this while I've not been asking consistently, full-heartedly and prayfully. It speaks to me very deeply this line : 'Ask - not just once, but as many times as its necessary. Keep on knocking until the door is open.' I should change my lifestyle a little now, pray more, focus more, be a bit more serious. Hopefully by the end of the day, more doors will be open for me and the best part will surely be where and when I'll be reaching my destiny, my dream to be just like one of them in Grey's Anatomy.

No.5 - Today I.....

finally feel that the weight on my shoulders are back again. I thought everything was going to go smoothly, at least for once it can be for slightly a longer run, but its just...... maybe I should just let it go...........

No.4 - Today I.....

managed to wipe off the 'sweat' of my watch. You must be thinking, how can a watch sweats? Well, literally it sweats due to rain. I got wet few days ago and water somehow managed to enter my watch, so for the past few days there's vapour / water droplets on the screen of my watch. At first it was tolerable, able to see what time it is, but today, I cant see anything! So I took the screwdriver and unscrew everything, used a paper to wipe it and.... VIOLA! Its clear now! Not bad, right?